So I have 30 days until the next decade begins for me. I’m still not very sure how I feel about this. I mean, I certainly don’t feel like I’m knocking on the fourth decade but according to my birth certificate I am. Sigh. I feel like I should feel like more of an adult but I don’t. My fridge has a wicked collection of condiments some really good beer and perhaps a thing of mayo in it, not real food, my cabinets are even worse. I’m getting better about managing my finances but I also play Angry Birds Match and have been known to need more crystals to continue a level. My jobbity is going ok, well as best as can be expected but it has given me like 5 grey/white hairs. It’s weird how I don’t feel old, I simply don’t.
Related to all of those feels, I have been highly unmotivated of late and it sucks. I’m fairly certain it is stemming from the nonsense at my jobbity. I know that I just need to begin again, simply and honestly. One mile or perhaps two a day, my strength exercises and stretching. I want to write it out and have a plan but then again I don’t. I think I just need to get a frame work together, something simple, light and easy, before Spring 2019 starts. I have a series starting this weekend coming up, short distances and I’m not going after any goals so perhaps its the best way for me to start over.
see you on the road.
ts